Disbelief

Disbelief is literally the only emotion I'm feeling right now. Three hours of teaching left and then two months to relax job search. I don't know what's more surprising to me at this point: that I'm actually finishing my second year of teaching (the end of my commitment to Teaching Fellows) or that I'm actually going to fight to teach for a third year. When I think about the amazing year I've had, one which I would honestly call the best of my life (more on that later), it's not so surprising at all.